[ loveless: soubi + ritsuka; closed post ]

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[ a quiet night, sitting in his room. wondering. but he won't say what for, no. won't even let himself admit to it.

he's not waiting.

for that tap at his window, unlawful intrusion, familiar tall frame.

he is not waiting. ]

...this is stupid.

[ and he stashes his phone under his pillow, rolls over into bed, back to the window and eyes closed.

denial isn't just a river, right? ]