[ Oh. He seems to melt away with that kiss, unsure what to do with his arms and reaching back to cup Bells' neck, pull him closer to kiss him deeper. It's absurd how much this turns him on, even though he knows he really shouldn't be. Cole could come home at any moment. He's enabling infidelity. So many reasons that this shouldn't get any farther, but he doesn't stop it, only encourages it further. ]

I've- thought about... [ He can't say it, how he'd woken up from a dream just like this one night. How he'd been so hard he'd started jerking off before he was even completely awake. No way in hell he can say that.

There's something like a whimper as Bells fondles him, his head falling forward and forehead pressed to the door. ] That's what I want. I want you to fuck me. [ Quiet, breathless as he says it. ] Didn't I tell you earlier?

Fuck me. Or get out of my way.