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badumtssh2012-08-08 09:24 pm
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[ original: lor + bells; closed post]
[ continued from this thread here. alternate ORIGINALLY JUST A TROLLING reply. ]
[ He can't look at him. He can't, he can't, because this is all wrong. Lor isn't really sure what's come over him, but it sure isn't reason or sensibility. There's a pull at the door even though he knows it won't open far enough. ]
Please move, Bells. You wanted me to leave, so I'm leaving. [ It's spoken quietly, his head bowed, and he grips the doorknob so tight, his hand starts to cramp. ] I shouldn't have said anything. I'm sorry.
[ Everything about this situation is wrong, and Lor shuts his eyes, trying to resist the urge to blast the door apart in order to escape. What's one more regret to add to the countless he already has weighing him down? ] You asked me what my problem was. I told you. [ The inflection in his voice doesn't change, remaining small and quiet. ] And now I'd like to go home.
So either fuck me or move. You know you want to.
[ He can't look at him. He can't, he can't, because this is all wrong. Lor isn't really sure what's come over him, but it sure isn't reason or sensibility. There's a pull at the door even though he knows it won't open far enough. ]
Please move, Bells. You wanted me to leave, so I'm leaving. [ It's spoken quietly, his head bowed, and he grips the doorknob so tight, his hand starts to cramp. ] I shouldn't have said anything. I'm sorry.
[ Everything about this situation is wrong, and Lor shuts his eyes, trying to resist the urge to blast the door apart in order to escape. What's one more regret to add to the countless he already has weighing him down? ] You asked me what my problem was. I told you. [ The inflection in his voice doesn't change, remaining small and quiet. ] And now I'd like to go home.
So either fuck me or move. You know you want to.
i still can't believe this happened.
Okay. Fuh— Okay, damn it.
[ He presses in close, pulling Bells against him and kissing him hard. A bite at his lip, a hand sliding into his hair, before Lor pushes him back. It's more than embarrassing, almost shameful, but he turns around, facing the door and bracing his arms against it before glancing at Bells over his shoulder. ]
Better hurry up, Bells.
why not? it's perfect :'D
You feel that? [ He rocks a little, purposely rubbing so that his own erection slides between them. ] You make me so fucking hard— [ Bells stops at that, pulling a hand away so he can wet his fingers with his mouth. ] Hang on. I've gotta make sure I don't hurt you.
[ He breathes the words right against his ear, knowing that even saliva isn't going to be enough to ease the pain. But it's something. It's a start, and he slowly slips a finger inside him. ]